CHAPTER 34

THE PRICE OF LOYALTY

The smoke still rose from where the mangonel had been, black and thick against a clean blue sky. I leaned against the cold stone with my shoulder burning and my breath coming shallow. Every motion sent a sharpness through me, like shards of stone grinding under the skin, which by then some of it was.

Below, Fascino's men had already begun the next thing. They dragged timbers from the wreckage of the ram and lashed them into ladder frames. Others whirled grappling hooks, testing throws. And where the mangonel's first stone had torn open the inner parapet, a few were already at the rubble, hunting holds. Patient men, working the problem, because we had cost them their engine and their ram. They had learned the only lesson armies ever learn from losses, which is thoroughness.

Sim stood at the top of the stair, exposed, reading the broken wall below. "There." He pointed to where the stone's blow had carved a rough climbing line. "That's the only way up the rubble. If anyone makes it past that lip, drop them. Make every arrow count." The guard beside him nocked without a word. That was simply how it went now. Sim pointed. The tower moved.

Behind them the first grappling hook cleared the wall. Wil pounced on it before it could bite, tore it free, and hurled it back down with its chain whipping after. A second hook struck and held fast. Wil took up his axe, reversed it, and brought the hammer poll down on the taut chain where it crossed the stone lip. Sparks. Metal ringing. On the third blow the link cracked. On the fourth the hook fell slack, and somewhere below a man swore as he landed.

But down in the courtyard, fresh soldiers were pouring in. Their armor was unmarked and bright. They had not spent themselves against our oil and our arrows. They had been held back all morning, and now Fascino's voice rang up clear across the courtyard, pleasant as ever, a man announcing a fair:

"A barony to the first man who brings me the crown! Land and title for the hand that takes the tower!"

They were rested. We could barely stand. They came in waves. Our arrows could be counted on two hands. We had no oil left to pour, and the math was simple, and everyone in that tower could do it. No one said it aloud, because Sim had taught us all in one night that you spend your breath on the next hour and not the last one.

Then came the horns.

The sound split the morning, sharp and cold, riding over the crackle of fire and the cries of the dying. Horns, many of them, from the outer gates. I made it to the arrow slit with the movement tearing at my wound, and looked down at a battlefield changing its mind. Fascino's men, wild with jeering half a breath before, froze as the sound washed across them.

Knights broke through their lines. Armor flashing sapphire and ivory. Two banners in the vanguard. The first, House Calanthis, red and gold, dragged through mud and blackened with soot, a rescued flag, a statement. The second, sapphire and silver.

Alveron.

Relief went through me like warmth through frozen hands, and it hurt the same way. The Maer had come. He had weighed it after all, weighed it and moved, and brought the whole strength of the east with him. Reinforcements. Rescue.

We were saved. I remember thinking it, in those words. I keep the memory as you keep a receipt.

I watched the Maer's forces carve through Fascino's ranks with cold, clean precision. No fury in it, no glory, just professional subtraction. Dagon was there, unmistakable even at that distance, and his saber sang once through Fascino's neck as the regent turned to rally his guard. The body crumpled. The head struck the ground and rolled, and the coup that had unmade a kingdom in a morning ended before noon, in the mud, without a speech.

Beyond, Baron Jakis fled on foot, his fine cloak torn, his hands bloody, his face wide open with a kind of fear that fit him poorly, like everything else he hadn't paid for. The Maer pursued at a walk. A hunter's patience, closing ground stride by stride, and his voice carried up to us across the courtyard, level as a ledger line:

"You thought to poison me. You thought that would be enough."

Jakis did not die quickly. The Maer took his time, a cat with a mouse already caught, and I will not tell you more of it than that, and not for the Baron's sake.

When the screams ended, a hollow quiet filled our tower. It pressed against the walls and settled into the bones. Roderic's voice cracked into it, raw with hope. "Raise the gate!"

Something was wrong. I could not have told you what. It sat in the space between what I knew of Alveron and what I had just watched him do. The arithmetic of a man who would not spend one soldier to warn a king, spending an army to avenge him. The sums did not meet. Sums like that never fail by accident.

"Wait," I said.

But no one waited.


The boots came first. Slow. Steady. Rising up the stair toward us one measured step at a time, a man who had never once hurried and was not going to begin on the day it all paid out.

Alveron entered, and his knights flowed in behind him, taking the walls, the doorway, the stair, filling every shadow in that room until none were left over. The Maer wore his calm as he wore everything, perfectly fitted, and no man should be able to wear calm like that with blood still drying on his hands. I looked for the thing I had once or twice glimpsed under his sharp features. The dry wit, the almost-warmth, whatever it was that had made a sick old man human across a chessboard of a bedroom. It had been scoured away. What remained was purpose, all the way down, like a keel.

You have heard what happened next told many ways. Here is the only one I own.

Roderic stumbled forward with his hand outstretched, the silver seal of his house catching what light the arrow slits allowed. "Lerand." His voice broke on the relief in it. "You came. You saved me."

Alveron stopped him with one word.

"No."

The room went silent enough to hear leather creak as he drew his sword. Roderic stood motionless. He did not run, did not plead, did not reach for the blade at his own hip, and I have thought about that stillness for years. He had seen his death arrive, and after everything, the flatterers, the blindness, the daughter he had let strangers rename, he met it looking at it, which is more than most of us are given and more than many of us would use.

The stroke was small. The streak of crimson that followed was almost an afterthought, a thin bloom tracing his throat, and the King of Vintas folded down out of his own story. His crown came free and rolled away across the stones as though eager, at the very last, to be rid of him.

Auri screamed.

She broke forward, toward her father, trembling, desperate, and my body moved before my mind had voted. My hand shot out and caught her wrist.

The pain was white. Something tore, Auri's careful stitches going, and then deeper, something giving way inside the socket itself with a sensation I have no decent words for, and a gasp lodged in my chest and my left arm simply ended. It fell to my side and stayed.

Auri froze. She stared at the blood spreading fresh through my shirt, and her face went from grief, to recognition, to a horror that was worse than either, in the space between heartbeats.

"No," she whispered. "No, no." Her small hands fluttered to my shoulder like birds refusing to land. "You've broken what I made proper." Her fingers found the wound's edge, probing with all their impossible certainty even as tears cut clean lines down the dust of her face, even with her father's blood spreading behind her, and her voice came out in her own grave grammar, mourning the only part of the morning she had been given any power over. "The stitches have run away. And the pieces inside, they were all lined up so nicely."

Across the room, Alveron's gaze made its survey. The dead king. The drunk guards, armed. The princess. The bleeding man hunched beside her, who knew his face, his voice, his letters, and the true shape of this morning.

He gave Dagon a nod so slight it could have been mistaken for a breath.

I understood it. I understood it entire, and there was nothing in me left to answer it with.

Wil answered it.

Before the first knight finished his first step, Wilem was between us and all of them. Axe in both hands, feet set, a wall made of flesh and fury. He made a sound I had never heard from him and cannot spell, wordless, enormous, and the first knight who came on took the axe deep and went down, and the second, and Wil fought as he had done everything else in the years I was privileged to stand beside him. Without flourish, without waste, and utterly, past the last inch of himself.

He fought like a man who knew his ending and walked toward it with his eyes open.

The guards saw him. And something broke loose in them. Not courage exactly. Something older and plainer. The understanding that death was coming through that door regardless, and a man may at least choose how he stands to meet it. The one on Wil's left drove his blade through a knight's throat. Another caught a stroke meant for Wil's blind side and paid for it. Sim snatched up a fallen sword, his grip all wrong, and held the edges of the fight with the clumsy white-faced terror of a man who had never in his life wanted a sword to fit his hand. The room filled with the noises rooms fill with. Men grunted, and cursed, and bled, and the floor grew slick.

Too many blades found Wil. From every side at once, as it finally takes the strong ones. His axe swung once more—once more, even then—and his knees went, and he folded to the floor under them with his hand still gripping the haft.

I will tell you about Wilem now, in one breath, because he would have hated more. He crossed half the world for a friend who lied to him, kept the accounts none of us could bear to keep, and died holding a doorway so that the people behind him might have one more minute. The minute was real. I spent part of it watching him die. That is the whole entry. He would have initialed it.

The guards fought on. One fell. Then another. They died buying moments. Moments, plural, priced in blood, and every one of them was spent and none of them was wasted, and no song anywhere remembers a single one of their names, and I have looked.

And the chaos pulled Sim deeper. The knights pressed in. Death came on wearing steel and certainty.

Then something changed.

I saw it happen. I was perhaps the only one placed to see it, and I have replayed it more times than any other five heartbeats of my life. It did not break over him like thunder, and it did not whisper. It settled, into his grip, into his stance, into the line of his shoulders, as a key settles into the lock it was cut for. A quiet truth arriving. As though the sword had always known his hand, and had merely been waiting, all these gentle years, for Sim to stop apologizing to it.

And the hardened Name of Steel lashed out.

His next stroke came swift and sure and wrong for him, bending his opponent's blade aside as if it weighed nothing and Sim's weighed the world. The knights stumbled under it. Their swords bowed away from his will, turned in their hands, went soft in the bindings, betrayed them by inches. He cut through one man, and then another, and each one stripped something soft from his face that I had loved for years and would never see again.

The last guard fell. The grey sergeant, I think. I did not see it. I was watching Sim.

Sim stood alone in the doorway's wreckage, holding half the Maer's knights at bay with a Name no one alive had taught him, and his whole body was paying for it as I watched. Shoulders bowing, limbs shaking, the mind demanding coin for coin what the steel required, and the body handing it over, and the purse going light, and Simmon spending anyway, spending it all, as he had always paid for his friends without once counting first.

I reached then with everything left in me, which was begging. I begged the Wind. I begged Tehlu, whom I do not believe in. I begged the empty air, anything in it, anything at all that might be listening. Please. Please hear me. Not him.

The captain's blade was already moving.

It slid into Sim, and the sound was soft, and awful, and small. Like something vital giving way in the next room. Like a lute string going, felt through the floor.

Sim turned toward me as he fell. His eyes were wide and wild and looking for mine, finding mine, and his lips were moving—shaping words, his last ones, given to me, at me, meant—and the Wind came.

It came then. It came exactly then, one breath too late for anything but grief, and it swallowed whatever Simmon meant to give me, took his words out of the air unheard and unheard forever. And then it tore through that room like a thing gone mad. Knights left their feet and struck stone with sounds like breaking branches. The dead were moved. The living were thrown. Dagon staggered backward, boots scraping grooves, and somehow, alone of all of them, kept his feet.

Through the storm I saw Alveron braced in the doorframe, cloak snapping behind him like a banner of himself, unafraid, watching me, only me, with those grey unreadable eyes. And when they found mine, I saw it happen. The cold settling of a final piece into a puzzle he had been assembling longer than I knew. Filed. Priced. Concluded.

The storm faltered when I did. My legs tangled beneath me. My Alar splintered from within like river ice. I never saw Dagon's lunge. His saber found my chest before my eyes could find him, and my breath left me in a soundless gasp, and the gasp was all I had left, and it was already spent.

But close against my ear, under all the wind, came Auri's voice. Faint, and fragile, and exact, as everything she ever gave me was exact.

"Kvothe. Live. Please."

The world tilted. My feet found the broken edge where the western parapet had been. Where stone ended and sky began, the doorway that had led to the outer wall now opening onto nothing at all, a mouth gaping over the long fog-fall to the sea rocks. My balance fled.

The tower let me go, as you release a secret you cannot carry another hour.

And then I was falling, and the morning was very bright, and of everything I had ever owned or earned or stolen—the names, the songs, the friends, the ruin—the Wind was the only thing that remained.